I’m just gonna put this out there, on the off-chance that someone actually responds. If there is anyone out there who has the secrets on either, a. turning off your stomach so that it stops feeling hungry all the time for no reason, b. learning how to happily exist on less sleep, or c. getting stuff (work/exercise) done in your sleep, I would greatly, greatly appreciate a heads up.
Goal #1: Lose ten pounds and become healthier overall.
As you may have already discerned from my little passive-aggressive rant up there, this goal is still not going so hot. I had really, truly hoped to have a good doctor’s appointment on Friday…a revealing one. Unfortunately, it was more along the lines of, “Well, we know there’s something wrong because you’re telling us that something is wrong, and also your blood work is telling us that something is wrong, but…we don’t know what is wrong.” Basically, none of the tests show anything. I have a ton of symptoms, but they can find no signs of any kind of condition. My family physician is convinced that my problem is the same as one that my mother has, but again, no proof. I left my doctor’s office on Friday with a vague sense of doom and a prescription for a trial run of some meds that may help, but may also make my problems worse. Oh, and it may take up for a month for me to even notice if they’re making a difference, and they cost $80 for a month’s supply. So yeah. I’m not in the best of moods concerning that particular aspect of my life.
Several times in the past week I’ve tried to convince myself to get up and go for a run in the morning, but it hasn’t happened yet. A combination of straight-up laziness and fear that my stomach will fall clean out of me the second I try to move has kept me from taking the leap. To make matters even more fun, I’ve crossed back over into the “ravenous hunger” part of the strange hungry/not-hungry cycle I go through for no discernible reason (see request a.).
All in all, just feeling horrible about myself. There’s always next week, I guess.
Goal #2: Be more active on social media and work hard on my “author platform”.
I suppose I can give myself some kudos on this one. My Facebook time has slowed down a bit, but I notice I’ve been doing a lot more consistent interaction with other bloggers, plus I’ve actually been dropping in on Twitter every now and then. I’m also proud to say that I’m THIS CLOSE (*imagine me holding my fingers a really short distance from each other*) to hitting the 200 followers mark on this blog. Since I entered April of this year with somewhere around 150 followers I’m pretty excited about that. Go me!
Goal #3: COMPLETE my zombie apocalypse novel, Nowhere to Hide.
As mentioned last week, I took a break on this one in order to beta-read a manuscript for a friend because I didn’t want to be trying to divide my attention between the two different stories. Well I’m happy to be able to announce that I managed to get the beta-read out of the way this past week. It was the first one I’ve ever done, and I believe I did a pretty good job, so yeah…pride. The story was also a good one, so that helps of course. XD
Point: I didn’t get anything done on this goal this week, but now I have no excuses. Nose to the grindstone time, baby.
Goal #4: Write 500,000 words.
Finally something I can feel really proud about. Mostly all the words that I wrote this week were for the purpose of scheduling blog posts ahead of time, but it was a lot of words written for the purpose of scheduling blog posts ahead of time. All together I would up with 9785 words for the week, which is almost as much as the last three weeks combined, and also the most I’ve written in one week since March. Now if only I could keep that up for a few weeks, am I right?
You know I’m right.
8 thoughts on “Accountability Wednesdays: Week 19”
Life is not easy. In fact its a downright struggle at times. Try to keep ur head up my friend 💝
Will do, Kate. ^_^
For the hungry all the time, maybe drink more water. I know my body tells me that very thing. I think I’m hungry but I just ate. Or herbal tea or something noncaloric.
Trust me I know I have days where I don’t do anything with my novel I have to edit. I look at it and cringe!
Chin up. Take it all one day at a time.
I will admit, I probably don’t intake enough fluids. I usually drink a coffee in the morning, a tea in the afternoon, a glass of water with supper, and either a glass of juice or pop in the evening, and that only adds up to about 4 8-oz glasses a day. I will, however, say that even when I haven’t had anything to drink in a long time, the thought of having something to drink is like forcing myself to sleep when I’m not tired. I’m not saying that it doesn’t need to be done, just that it feels unnatural somehow.
Hope things get better on the health front for you. And water is a good suggestion.
Get to writing girl!
Yes ma’am! lol 😀
I noticed how many tags you used here. Have your read http://en.support.wordpress.com/posts/categories-vs-tags/ ? There are disadvantages to using too many. Sue
No, I hadn’t read that before, Sue. And to be honest, I was lead to believe (from other sources) that more tags is always better, so thanks for sharing. 🙂